It has been a long time since I came back to this and took the time to write out the craziness that is going on in my head. I am glad to see that the one article that I have posted was exactly what I was doing during the time that I was not building out my own theories.
I am also lucky enough to be a part of a community that actually shows up when I speak about the things that are important to me. It is clear that they see it as a tin foil hat conspiracy theory type of program, but I believe they are getting to see the reality behind it.
I need to make the things I speak about useful so that people are not wasting their time, and eventually be willing to support me to be able to travel and go to the places in question and speak to the people with the answers. That means I need to start writing again.
These beginning ones are going to be forced, but maybe making the entire process public will show the struggle. Maybe someone will find worth in it. But I am thinking and writing in circles right now. No plan, No goals. Yet there are like 4 projects that I am working on. Doing this, nothing is getting done and it is driving me insane. I used to be good at things.
Through the hineycoin community has really allowed me to express myself in a lot of ways, but to really open up the website and see if my idea works will be the best part of it when I get the understanding behind it. I have plenty excuses of why it is not getting done, but i need to get over that and get to work. We are in agreeance on how the system should work and this is my opportunity, so I want to see this dream come to fruition.
this is terrible writing and i’m not really going to check it, this is just me forcing myself to write and get my thoughts together. I need to build back my scheduling and make sure the important things are being produced. It means a lot. I hope I can get this out.
